HELLO
The song.
Ann-Marie De Silva
aka AMRIE!
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I think my family is kinda breaking apart. My parents are addicted to gambling. I know it, because it happened again today. We went to the club for lunch and my mum said she was going to the toilet but my brother found her in the casino. Then we had lunch. All of a sudden she said she needed to go and put the cups away. My brother found her in the casino again. Then my dad said that he'll go in the casino and get her out. Half an hour later, my brother went to check again and they were BOTH in the casino. We kept trying to get them out. I even sneaked into the casino to try to get them out but obviously I failed. In the end my dad sent me and my brother home then he went back to the casino again. Right at this moment, they are in the casino gambling. I really dont know what to do. I've tried just about everything but it isnt working because no ones helping. And not to mention, everyday my parents get into such a huge fight. I think everythings going to split soon.
O yea, forgot to say something else. I m kinda still angry with lisa for getting the same mp3 player with me. Especially because she keeps saying tis crap. And she actually asked me 'this plays video right?' as if she didnt check before buying it, she just anyhow copy me and get it. And she keep saying how hard it is to put the songs on it cuz shes usedto an ipod(she uses her sisters sometimes) and i was thinking to myself, 'if u find it so crap and that an ipod is better, than why did u follow me and get this? go and get ur ipod!'
I was just reading through my old posts, in a way I am so glad I moved schools (thank you Jesus and God). Thinking about it, things aren't as bad as they seem just that there are the good days and the..not so good days. But I remembered in sion, everyday was a horrible dreadful day. Noone to talk to, noone to listen to you, noone to understand you, noone to care about anything you do. And the backstabbing was outrageously too much, not to mention that people weren't trustworthy and the definately won't fit into the group of 'life-long friends' simply because...well they don't treasure you and the target you but after awhile they move on to someone else. All that I can say is that at sion was the worst 2 years of my life. I never want t ogo back there again or even pass by it ever. I still hate jo. With a passion. Shes made me angry like I've never been before. She used me when I least expected and she always pretends like she understands me and that she is innocent but I know that deep down she hates me too and I will never forgive her for the stuff shes done to me.
omg i m kinda pissed now.