HELLO
The song.
Ann-Marie De Silva
aka AMRIE!
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*sigh* my life is so friggin boring! and soo friggin horrible! sumtyms i juz wanna dissappear from this earth and never come back! THATS how bad it is. Like today, in lessons that i was in the same class as jo, she is so annoying lor!She keeps complaining about her friends to me but she only talks to them and completely doesnt talk to me! this is our seating arrangement...
*sigh* my life is so friggin boring! and soo friggin horrible! sumtyms i juz wanna dissappear from this earth and never come back! THATS how bad it is. Like today, in lessons that i was in the same class as jo, she is so annoying lor!She keeps complaining about her friends to me but she only talks to them and completely doesnt talk to me! this is our seating arrangement...
*sigh* my life is so friggin boring! and soo friggin horrible! sumtyms i juz wanna dissappear from this earth and never come back! THATS how bad it is. Like today, in lessons that i was in the same class as jo, she is so annoying lor!She keeps complaining about her friends to me but she only talks to them and completely doesnt talk to me! this is our seating arrangement...
today i finally lost my cool. During chinese lesson today, Jo was talking to Olivia as usual and completely neglecting me as usual *i 've gotten quite used to this* i couldn't take it nemore so i started drawing stars on my chinese book, a pyrimid of stars, it was quite cool. Neway back to the story, then jo and olivia were saying crappy jokes and EXPECTED me to laff with them when i dont even know whats going on. Then they carry on talking. Then olivia started talking to karina who was sitting next to me so jo had no one to talk to. Then jo called me and i ignored her cuz i really hate being used, whenever she has no other choice then she'll talk to me and I HATE THAT!So i simply just ignored her I was soo annoyed!I mean how rude is that?!No one ever treats me with that kinda shit attitude in spore!NEVER!Then she called me again so i stopped drawing my stars and glared at her then i said "WAD!" and she said, "oh..you're tired?" I was pissed!She STILL couldnt tell that i was angry!HOW DUMB CAN A GIRL GET?Then thank the good lord, class ended and it was time to go home so i went out and cuz her locker is near to mine, she kept on blabbing on about dumb stuff we used to do, which i dont think was very meaningful cuz i cant even remember doing those things.Obviously i ignored her again. Then she said "are you angry?" and I ignored her then she said "yea,you are angry." and i wanted to say "WOW!YOU FINALLY REALISED!" but it came out wrong and i said "NO!" and stormed off.hiya why dint i say what was on my mind!DAMNIT!but i shouldnt be angry with her for too long cuz shes sitting rite next to me in class and we ALWAYS have to do projects together.I also can't stand the way EVERY asian here who doesnt speak cantonese wants to learn it to become like the cantonese people!I dont understand!WHY THE BLOODY HELL cant they just be theirselves?!and i m angry with olivia too but i m sitting with her at recess and lunch so i cant be angry with her cuz then i wont have neone else to sit with.IF THEY WANNA USE ME, I M GON USE THEM TOO!muahahah!I dun really care much cuz my dad wants me to move schools cuz this school is very expensive.Then when i tell that to jo she say "huh?dont move!dont leave me and livie behind!dont be like lisa,she left us and made all of us cry!" then i glare at her and say, "does it matter?" then she roll her eyes and say "so you're saying lisa leaving matters but you leaving doesnt matter?" then i say "ya." and she say "are you depressed?" i said to myself "WA LAU!shes so annoying!!" i hate it when people dont mean what they say, they say it just for the sake of saying it which is, in other words, lieing!THEY ARE LIARS!
skool was as usual as per normal,s u c k y and f u c k i n g boring... yea but wot can i expect?its obviously gonna be boring!becoz stacey,zoe and isa arent here!DUH?!neways i m so pissed today!you noe its like becoz of me that jo and olivia are actually friends?!?and now their like c o m p l e t e l y ignoring me!o my fukin gosh!they are like so les lor!*thx to me-hehe,my evilness-*ok this was how it was, cuz me and jo were pretty close. i m in the same class as her and we tok can tok about shitless nonsense 24/7 [*if we are allowed to*] which is kinda like me and stacey and zoe and isa[*but we dun tok nonsense*]neways as people obviously noe, i a l w a y s hit people,its like a habit now and i cant change it. So on tuesday or was it mondae cant rmb,neway,jo was tokin abt my obsession with chinese drama[*which i dun have!i only watch shows by j-stars occasionally*] and i was pissed so i slapped her and hit her. Then she hit me back and i hit her again and this time i hit harder cuz i was freakin pissed. Then she said to me "thats it! i m not sitting with you anymore!" but she dint shout la. Then she got up and packed her stuff and was about to move to sit next to olivia, then i said "excuse me!YOU HIT ME FIRST OK?!" and she said to olivia "do you hear someone talking?" i s w e a r , i was on the freaking verge of fucking taking my scissors and stabbing her! Then i remembered the times I slapped stacey and she d i n t even argue back! I got into depression mode for 3 d a y s ! and i juz recovered. But i m soo annoyed with the two of them you noe! and today i saw jo hugging olivia! and i was freaked out cuz like they havent known each other long and they are like that already! c o m p l e t e l y e w w ! and in religion todae jo kept saying hurtful stuff to me! She really really doesnt understand me a t a l l! i got a mark lower then her in english and she laughed at me you noe!but becoz i was in depression mode i dint give a shit about what she blabbed about. Then after about four hours she was like "are you alrite?you've got water in your eyes" and i said "no i dont!" cuz i really dint. How can i let people i hate actually get the chance to see me sad and crying! absolutely no way!and then she got bored cuz i was completely lifeless and dead and quiet and she said "wheres olivia?!" i was pissed again. they are such an adulterous pair! completely fuck heads!then she finally realised thati was depressed and asked me if i was so i said no bcoz i cant let her win.Then in religion she quarreled with her friends so she started to talk to me and i said to myself "heck with it juz tok to her!then she wont think you're depressed!" so we blabbed on as usual but now its completely official, i hate jo and olivia!hate them to the core!
i ma think abt the past again...