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Sunday, March 25, 2007

I just realised that I've never let anyone in aussie see my blog. I remember someone said they wanted to see it but i refused to give them the link..absolutely refused! Even I dont know why I did that. Maybe its because this is something I share with all my real true friends, like the ones in singapore? hmmm...sometimes even I dont understand myself. Come to think of it, I havent actually met anyone here in aussie qualified to be called 'a true friend'. No one is ever 'always there for me' and no one actually understands how I really feel under my sometimes fake smiles and laughs. Sometimes I feel so lonely, like no one bothers to understand me or even care about me. This feels totally new to me, I never felt like this in my life, I never felt like I was an outcast and that I was all alone. Thats why I m finding it so hard I guess. I dont want to make mistakes I'll regret, thats why I dont trust anyone and never let them know what I really think and feel.

sometimes when you ask me if I am alright, I want to say 'no.' but I am afraid you arent really caring about the way I feel.
Maybe you're just saying things to act like you care.
But then again, maybe you truthfully care.
Thats just not a risk I am ready to take.
So I'll hold back my tears and keep it all inside.