HELLO
The song.
Ann-Marie De Silva
aka AMRIE!
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today i finally lost my cool. During chinese lesson today, Jo was talking to Olivia as usual and completely neglecting me as usual *i 've gotten quite used to this* i couldn't take it nemore so i started drawing stars on my chinese book, a pyrimid of stars, it was quite cool. Neway back to the story, then jo and olivia were saying crappy jokes and EXPECTED me to laff with them when i dont even know whats going on. Then they carry on talking. Then olivia started talking to karina who was sitting next to me so jo had no one to talk to. Then jo called me and i ignored her cuz i really hate being used, whenever she has no other choice then she'll talk to me and I HATE THAT!So i simply just ignored her I was soo annoyed!I mean how rude is that?!No one ever treats me with that kinda shit attitude in spore!NEVER!Then she called me again so i stopped drawing my stars and glared at her then i said "WAD!" and she said, "oh..you're tired?" I was pissed!She STILL couldnt tell that i was angry!HOW DUMB CAN A GIRL GET?Then thank the good lord, class ended and it was time to go home so i went out and cuz her locker is near to mine, she kept on blabbing on about dumb stuff we used to do, which i dont think was very meaningful cuz i cant even remember doing those things.Obviously i ignored her again. Then she said "are you angry?" and I ignored her then she said "yea,you are angry." and i wanted to say "WOW!YOU FINALLY REALISED!" but it came out wrong and i said "NO!" and stormed off.hiya why dint i say what was on my mind!DAMNIT!but i shouldnt be angry with her for too long cuz shes sitting rite next to me in class and we ALWAYS have to do projects together.I also can't stand the way EVERY asian here who doesnt speak cantonese wants to learn it to become like the cantonese people!I dont understand!WHY THE BLOODY HELL cant they just be theirselves?!and i m angry with olivia too but i m sitting with her at recess and lunch so i cant be angry with her cuz then i wont have neone else to sit with.IF THEY WANNA USE ME, I M GON USE THEM TOO!muahahah!I dun really care much cuz my dad wants me to move schools cuz this school is very expensive.Then when i tell that to jo she say "huh?dont move!dont leave me and livie behind!dont be like lisa,she left us and made all of us cry!" then i glare at her and say, "does it matter?" then she roll her eyes and say "so you're saying lisa leaving matters but you leaving doesnt matter?" then i say "ya." and she say "are you depressed?" i said to myself "WA LAU!shes so annoying!!" i hate it when people dont mean what they say, they say it just for the sake of saying it which is, in other words, lieing!THEY ARE LIARS!