i LuRvE PuNkAz!!!

2008-07-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

2008-05-06T19:41:00.003+08:00

ok i was thinking. since i didnt have time to send sunda anything for her birthday, i write stuff here.

Happy 17th birthday sunda! You are the best friend i ever had and will ever have. I love you with all my heart(which is very big.... i measured. with my fist. haha) and I hope you have a wonderfully fantastically fabulously magnificent year ahead and that i will be able to go back to spore and catch up with you very soon.

S-sunny
U-um..
N-necessary
D-distinct
A-articulate

ok this looks like shit, i wont evn try one for those poem things hahaha

I LOVE YOU STACEY SANCHEZ

2008-05-06T19:35:00.002+08:00

ok i am seriously missing stacey and zoe right now. They never have random mood swings and just vent it on me at least! Freaking hell! I m not sure if abi is angry with me or what, but, here are some signs of why i think shes angry with me.

she avoids talking to me
she avoids eye contact
she took me off her top friend on myspace
when i talk to her she hardly even responds
in class she just completely turns away from me/back facing me
tells me shes in a bad mood when i try to talk

now, tell me it isnt just me. Is she pissed off at me or what!
therefore i decided i m not going to the prom, its gonna be at least 500 bucks in total neway,including hair,makeup,limo,alcohol,shoes and the dress.

2008-02-23T14:23:00.002+08:00

damn my life is fucked up. i hate school, now that everyone in our group is kinda drifting into other groups and i m just staying where i am. fuck this, i m so pissed i could just slap the shits out of someone. the worst thing is i hate showing people i m unhappy and stuff and so i have to try my best to keep all this anger and stress inside and i really cant keep it in much longer. I can totally tell this year is going to be one of the worst years of my life, i m so unlucky! I cant believe i missed my school group photos! dumb school they didnt even announce it! fuck them those shitheads! o yea! by the way, i was watching 'wo ai hei se hui' and they are looking for new ''mei meis'' and i wanna join man! then i can be famous! hahahaha funny, but i guess i m gonna have to lose weight first. my aim is to lose 5-10kgs by the end of this year because next year i m going to study in taiwan during my exchange trip, then i can go audition for this. i m excited! i wish stacey and zoe could go as well! it'll be soo much fun, the three of us but i guess i can be relying on them my whole life, i've got to be independant once in a while...so yes thats my goal and during lunch i m gonna just eat fruits and no fast food for me!! :D

2007-11-08T15:36:00.000+08:00

talkin to zoe dearest now. told her abt going to taiwan after jc i WILL become famous one day!! I swear! hahahaha i m gonna start selling my autographs! hahahahaha THEY'RE GOING CLUBBING!!! FUKIN HELL I WANNA TAG!!! fuking hell i hate this! o well i m going to se7en with abbo and stuff after exams shud be fun, no no i mean, WILL be fun! i m still hunting for a hot formal partner next year....sigh the number of ugly guys is crazy! i seem to only attract flies! EWWW! english final exam tomoro, DEAD! i dunno anything..ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

last friday nite!

2007-10-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

yes. i m gonna blog now since school starts tomoro which means i wont be able to blog regularly. neways, last friday night was alrite. i went with abi and we were meeting up with frenchie and stuff to go to hush bar. i had a couple of drinks. and then one of frenchie's friends went and got this drink its soooo good! its like vodka and cant rmb wad but it was transparent on top and blue on the botton and it tasted sooo good! and so me and abbo went to the bar and asked the bartender for a blue drink hahahha and he's juz like 'err...ok' and then this malay mutt and his chinese friend were standing next to us. and then the chinese guy tapped my shoulder and was like 'eh, you know my friend?' and i was like 'no' abi was like 'dont talk to em' and the chinese guy kept doing that. and then the malay mutt was like 'i m soo sorry, my friend is very drunk' and i was like 'trust me,i can tell' hahahaha and it was asian nite on friday at that bar!!it was alrite in all. cuz it was only me and abi partying cuz we dint know frenchie and her friends so it was abit awkward

2007-09-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

its been sooo long since i blogged! I sure am a lazy pig!

heres an update on whats been going on
-amrie's got a straight fringe(incase u dont already know)
-dyed my hair blonde but it turned out dark brown or darker than it was before
-hair treatment on wednesday
-on holidaes now
-officially broke
-I m a makeup whore nowadays(I never leave my house without having foundation and blush on)
-the bitch realized that I m pissed off at her after like??3 or more months?she wants to be friends again and all I can say is...fat hopes!
-everyone in the group knows I dont like the bitch(I call her voldermort!)

okay thats pretty much the major stuffs
I m gonna expand on the bitch.
Firstly I m seriously pissed off at her because..well lemme start from the beginning like months ago me and her were walking to the station with this other girl(julie) and shes in the popular group and volermort completely ignored EVERYTHING I said and i felt sooo out of place. then I just decided to leave that and forget about it. but then the next day she didnt even wait for me after school and I didnt know that she had left already so I was like waiting for her and I missed my train and I got home at like 5.3opm? WTF! so pissed off! and then I just decided to not talk to her because I didnt really know why she was acting like that and then a few weeks later she comes up to me and shes like 'amrie is there something wrong with us??' and I said no but I really meant to say that shes sucks and I hate her and shes got fukin mood problems. and that she doesnt even treasure our friendship so lets just end it man! fukin hell. you treat me like shit bitch! and then now shes like telling EVERYONE that I m angry with her and that she has no idea why and all this crap. and acting innocent so they'll help her. but yea, its just because no one in the group likes her besides jenni. no one talks to her. and wanna know whats ever more disgusting?? On thursday or wednesday, abbo was like 'hey gurls we shud do something on friday cuz its the last day of skool!' and me and kayrona were like 'ya!ya! lets go to the city and bum' and voldermort immediately said 'i cant! i've got something planned!' and someone was like what are you doing after school? and shes like 'o i m just going coffee with mancy' who is another one of those popular people. and abbo was like 'well, you arent invited.' hahahaha gotta love abbo,shes my bitch. anyway so annyoing! she keeps trying to hang around the popular people and become a popular someone but on hardly anyone even likes her. and the on the last day of school. abbo was talking to kayrona and the bitch just walks past and grabbs kayrona and says 'i need to have a talk with kayrona' and she told kayrona not to go out with us after school and go with her instead! i was like fuking hell! you dont just do that you could ask us if you could come along but you dont steal people away like that! and today i got an email from her because shes probally too scared to tell me in my face. hmm i cant find it but o well you get the point. and what pisses me off the most is that she kept saying to solve our problem quickly cuz if we leave it too long it will get more and more awkward but shes already left it for like half a year and half a year doesnt seem too long already? well fuk off slut! thats what I'll say if she talks to me face to face.

2007-07-12T17:51:00.000+08:00

omg I went to zoe's blog again, since shes the only one who ever updates it. And I realised how much I miss going to macs with her and sunda. The good times... it was so fun! I remember when zoe was talking to junior me and sunda hid inside macs while zoe talked to junior. It was so funny! and I hate spicy food yet I still bought a chicken mcspicy..hahaha and I was like tearing cuz its so freakin spicy (thus the name I guess) and then we were scared that junior and zoe might popp in macs so we were practicing the most disgusting/shocked faces that we will have if we saw his mug.. hahaha..thats where this photo came from

How funny is it? I just got some lettuce from my burger and shuvved it in my mouth left some dropping out. Sunda is...well she was eating an apple pie, but shes just holding it there at the moment. OMG THE GOOD TIMES!!<3 miss them like hell!

2007-07-11T15:43:00.000+08:00

You Are Totally Addicted to Gossip

You love gossip - even when it's about you.
You're up on the latest news about your friends and celebrities.
In fact, people know to turn to you when they need the scoop.
You don't feel bad about dishing the dirt. If you don't want to be talked about - don't live it!

Are You Addicted to Gossip?

2007-07-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.
You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.
An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

O YEA I THINK I DESERVE A CLAP GUYS!!

2007-07-11T15:35:00.001+08:00

You are a Dark Red Rose

You represent unconscious beauty and deep passion.

Your vibe: sophisticated and worldly

Falling in love with you is: wildly carnal and forbidden

What Color Rose Are You?

I don't even get what half of this means hahaa

2007-07-11T15:33:00.001+08:00

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little
It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults
If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him.
It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

HAHAHAHA this is juz pushing it!

2007-06-11T11:04:00.000+08:00

ok i just went to sunda's blog and its like all lyrics and nothing else. Sunda, that aint a blog no more then! hahahahas omg i m so looking forward to the holidays lor. Its so dumb how i've already finished my mid year exams but i still have school? till like the end of june? one more month till school holidays! Its just so silly but wadevs. Anyways, watched mean girls on fridae nite. Brought back the good memories of FIR and sunda almost fainting.WE WERE IN THE SECOND ROW FOR GODS SAKES! amd she was gonna faint but yea, sunda is more importat than FIR. hahaha DUH?? Those were the good old days, when everything just worked out. Nowadays i gotta actually plan out everything i wanna do. Its fkn annoying.

2007-06-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

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SHIT I SO BLOODY WANNA GO TO THAT WITH SUNDA ZOE AND ISA! *sigh* yet again all the good stuff happens when i m not in spore! fukin hell!! grrrr! It wud be so fun la! everyone in their own uniforms! and the best part is...WE GET TO MAKE OUR OWN UNIFORMS! but shit, i m not there! its so bloody annoying!GRRR!
i m downloading pirates of the carribean at worlds end now cant wait to watch it!

stop playing pranks on me Jesus!

2007-06-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

Nan Quan Ma Ma - Not Far From Home

Na Quan Ma Ma - Tonight

Wilber Pan - Ai Shang Wei Lai De Ni

Cyndi Wang - Na Nian Xia Tian Ning Jing De Hai

Zhang Dong Liang - Cuo Le Zai Cuo

S.H.E - Wu Yue Tian

2007-05-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

I think my family is kinda breaking apart. My parents are addicted to gambling. I know it, because it happened again today. We went to the club for lunch and my mum said she was going to the toilet but my brother found her in the casino. Then we had lunch. All of a sudden she said she needed to go and put the cups away. My brother found her in the casino again. Then my dad said that he'll go in the casino and get her out. Half an hour later, my brother went to check again and they were BOTH in the casino. We kept trying to get them out. I even sneaked into the casino to try to get them out but obviously I failed. In the end my dad sent me and my brother home then he went back to the casino again. Right at this moment, they are in the casino gambling. I really dont know what to do. I've tried just about everything but it isnt working because no ones helping. And not to mention, everyday my parents get into such a huge fight. I think everythings going to split soon.

2007-05-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

O yea, forgot to say something else. I m kinda still angry with lisa for getting the same mp3 player with me. Especially because she keeps saying tis crap. And she actually asked me 'this plays video right?' as if she didnt check before buying it, she just anyhow copy me and get it. And she keep saying how hard it is to put the songs on it cuz shes usedto an ipod(she uses her sisters sometimes) and i was thinking to myself, 'if u find it so crap and that an ipod is better, than why did u follow me and get this? go and get ur ipod!'

2007-05-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

I was just reading through my old posts, in a way I am so glad I moved schools (thank you Jesus and God). Thinking about it, things aren't as bad as they seem just that there are the good days and the..not so good days. But I remembered in sion, everyday was a horrible dreadful day. Noone to talk to, noone to listen to you, noone to understand you, noone to care about anything you do. And the backstabbing was outrageously too much, not to mention that people weren't trustworthy and the definately won't fit into the group of 'life-long friends' simply because...well they don't treasure you and the target you but after awhile they move on to someone else. All that I can say is that at sion was the worst 2 years of my life. I never want t ogo back there again or even pass by it ever. I still hate jo. With a passion. Shes made me angry like I've never been before. She used me when I least expected and she always pretends like she understands me and that she is innocent but I know that deep down she hates me too and I will never forgive her for the stuff shes done to me.

2007-05-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

omg i m kinda pissed now.
situation: Well i got an mp3 last week, just cuz I felt like it and I obviously need one.
And I love it so much cuz its touch screen and no one has it and its way better than the ipod nanos.
Its samsung and it even reads korean, jap and chinese which is perfect for me. and then guess what? Lisa got it today...grr so fkn pissed atm. the whole point of me getting it was becoz I like it and no one has it. And when I went with lisa to see it she said it looks ugly and she showed me the onther one that she likes and now she got the one i have! GRRR so bloody pissed I wanna slap her! evn is she wants to get it she should get it like a while after I got it. Cuz like when I showed it to her she kept saying its ugly and shit and now she gets it! GRRR not to mention I hate copycats!! unless its stacey, zoe, isa, gen, vienna, naiying, florence... like people who dont manipulate me and suck up to me when they need something from me! GRRR PISSED OFF NOW!!

2007-04-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

I m back again, can you believe that I have been posting on my blog for like a few days in a row? Its just so amazing! Oh ya, I realized why the mcdonalds guy hasnt called! Its cause he went on a holiday! I hope he calls me soon cause I really need the money, my bank account is likealmost empty? Omg I cant find the bloody twin art pen that I want on the internet! Just cant seem to find it! Anyways...yesterdae was my biology excursion to the zoo and it was the most unluckiest day ever! I had 3 exams in a row, bought yucky food by accident and called the police by accident! It was crazy! Cause me and my friends were catching the train back to the city and I was carrying my shoulder bag and it accidentally hit the red train button which was for emergencies and it was a button to call the police. I didnt know it was me la! The policeman was so angry and rude though, in the end I told him what happened and he said not to do it again. He is a piece of shit. hahhaha...omg so in love with fall out boy's "thanks for the memories".

2007-04-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

OMG I am soo sick of the bloody slack-ness of Australians!! They make such a big thing out of nothing! It takes like forever to get things organsied! Like now I can't even register for chinese class properly! What a piece of sh*t right? I just think I m going mad! And stupid mcdonalds still haven't called me! How am I ever gonna start work?? Idiots man! All Idiots! Today we had a fun run 3km, I didn't run, I walked for the whole thing and was like the last few. Hahaha.. was supposed to walk with Jenni but she was walking with Julie,Manxi and Lee. So yes, I walked with Karina because I don't know the other three very well...well, I don't exactly know them at all..hahaha. BIO excursion tomorrow! I was so excited, but now I m not, cause I have a feeling that it isn't gonna be as fun as I think it is... *sigh* nothing is fun anymore... I just don't have the energy to crack jokes or to laugh at jokes anymore...cause, I don't actually see the point, no one really cares. Like seriously. And when I asked Lisa and Jenni if I should move to Canterbury they were like 'Yup! MOVE! Come to the same school as us!' and I was like '..but it'll be weird for me cause you guys hae your own group of friends and stuff.' and they were like 'er..not really..' and I was like '...and I'll be the only new person!' and they were like 'no! we're new too!' and now that I've moved, I realised that everything is as I predicted. They have their own friends and they aren't like new, they have their own little groups. But whats been dones been done. At least I did something about the problem at sion. Now I don't have that problem but I have other problems which really suck. I wish I was in singapore still...there is absolutely nothing to worry about there!

2007-04-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

Michelle Branch-Goodbye To You

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ooh

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to..

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

2007-04-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

A hug from you can mean everything...its priceless...

Stacey & Amrie
BFF<3

2007-04-22T15:01:00.000+08:00

BACK! Does my blog look better? hehe..the one before is cool but I got sick of it..so ya..OMG Zoe is so lucky la! Some person from Toni and Guy offered her a job as a model!..pity shes apparently too young for it. So silly those modelling agencies. There is no such thing as 'too young' cause then won't it mean that no one can EVER get experience under the limelight? Well thats just silly. Well I m determined to lose weight this time, I bought this diet milkshake thing and you substitute your meals with it. So I m supposed to have it as breakfast, lunch and dinner. I started out well, but now I kinda can't do it anymore cause my parents are always around and if they know about it, they're gonna kill me. Seriously. And OMG my dad is really annoying. I told him that I AM dropping accounting, and hes like 'then what are you going to do in uni?" and I said "maybe I'll do languages, korean and chinese." and he was freaking scolding me and saying I m an idiot and shit and that he is dissappointed in me and stuff and that I am mad and acting like a crazy person. But I was like lying on the sofa and so calm, he was the one that was mad and crazy, screaming and shouting. So me and my sister were laughing at him and he was so pissed. After about half an hour of him telling me how stupid I am I couldnt take it anymore so I started crying. Then he's like "I might as well send you to an excution chamber!" I m like...wow...now you're going too far...so I told him that he doesnt need to worry, I'd be dead before I need to even go to uni. Hes a fucking bastard. I CANT stand my father, as if you would as your daughter to go and die(he did, indirrectly.)

2007-04-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

OMG! I am sooo tired! Like every single day! It has become totally not funny anymore! I m like sleep deprived? Anyways...be rite back, gonna change my blogskin..yet again XD

2007-04-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

I've been watching dramas lately again on youtube cuz its da holz and this is like my ONLY chance..neways. I watched this show called 'Summer X Summer'/'Re Qing Zhong Xia' its like exactly the same as it started with a kiss la! So annoying. well it isnt EXACTLY the same, the plot is tho. And Joe Cheng is in it, hes so gay. ewww..and he needs braces...his teeth annoy me. NEWAYS, so today I was so sick of that show so I went on the settv site and i saw this page with this show called 'My Lucky Star'/'Fang Yang De Xing Xing' its like 100 000 000 000 000 times better then 'Summer X Summer'. It isnt as draggy and also, Joe Cheng isnt in it. Hahahahha I m mean. Yes. I know. But neways, the lead guy looks like Edison Chen but his name is Jimmy Lin and he isnt as good looking as Edison...but then again, Edison looks like a drug addict now hahhaha. Seriously. In conclusion, Jimmy and Edison are both average and 'My Lucky Star' is a better show to watch! *damn, i feel like a movie/tv show critic!*

2007-03-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

I just realised that I've never let anyone in aussie see my blog. I remember someone said they wanted to see it but i refused to give them the link..absolutely refused! Even I dont know why I did that. Maybe its because this is something I share with all my real true friends, like the ones in singapore? hmmm...sometimes even I dont understand myself. Come to think of it, I havent actually met anyone here in aussie qualified to be called 'a true friend'. No one is ever 'always there for me' and no one actually understands how I really feel under my sometimes fake smiles and laughs. Sometimes I feel so lonely, like no one bothers to understand me or even care about me. This feels totally new to me, I never felt like this in my life, I never felt like I was an outcast and that I was all alone. Thats why I m finding it so hard I guess. I dont want to make mistakes I'll regret, thats why I dont trust anyone and never let them know what I really think and feel.

sometimes when you ask me if I am alright, I want to say 'no.' but I am afraid you arent really caring about the way I feel.
Maybe you're just saying things to act like you care.
But then again, maybe you truthfully care.
Thats just not a risk I am ready to take.
So I'll hold back my tears and keep it all inside.

2007-03-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

right this moment, I have my mother screaming and shouting at me for not helping my dad wash his plate after dinner. and saying how about 6 moths ago I didnt let her put her stuff in my bag. well i dont give a fuck mum! face it! i m not evn listening hahaha. my music is like blasting away. I m at a point of my life where i dont care what she wants to say to me or anything anymore cuz I dont want her to continue to be the cause of my fucking mood swings and shit. I seriously hate her guts and i wanna kill her. and she keeps saying 'one day I m gonna move out of here and all you lazy bums can live here by yourself!' well fuck you mum, I m not gonna be living with you in 2 years. and I know I wont miss her cuz I dont really have any good memories with her. Shes always picking a fight with me. well I so wanna say to her "who cares? I DONT CARE!"

2007-03-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

todai i finally decided to update my blog. arent u guys proud of me? hahahaha. neways. i think i m really getting dumber and dumber as the days go by. like last week, i failed my acounting test. this week i failed my chemistry test. well actually i failed it todai. neways. i m getting so tired of school now. its so boring and i m soo over it already. i hate catching the train when its packed! like this morning it was so packed. and the fat lay who really smelled bad was standing next to me again!! and she fell on me and this other guy and i screamed. hahaha! ok i m gettin tired.

2007-02-11T18:14:00.000+08:00

god kill me PLEASE

2006-09-09T13:15:00.000+08:00

jo's no longer in aussie!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
hahahaha
2 weeks of skool without her!
WOOHOO!
i juz saw paul being voted off sg idol.
it looked quite sad! EVERYONE was like..sobbing??
but at least he left at judges choice, cuz then not his fault if pple say he chose the wrong song wad.
betcha dint think of that!...well maybe yoos did.
neways back to MY life.
okey dokie,
you noe right cuz jo left on fridae la [went to china] so she dint come to skool on tat dae. karina was soo depressed and it was her bdae.hahahaha. but yea i had to pretend to be sad too. but wadever! neways, the bell went and me livie and karina were walking bak to our lockers. and the 2 of them started playing and stuff and as usual, left me out of it la! and as usual i walked to my locker by myself. cuz i dun wanna be associated with beings like them. and neways they dun even wanna include me or even try to include me in their conversations so WHAT THE FUCK? LIKE I CARE! and in chinese i juz listened to sexyback and sother songs on my hp and dint even talk to them, like i want to anyway!
i was thinking of piercing my belly after work expenrience, which is in 2 weeks. cuz i dun wanna get it done in sg cuz then i'll be in pain during my holidaes!!! i wanna be able to show it off. hahahahha tats funny. and i dunno if zoe is still gonna get it done...hmmm..
and i was also thinking if i shud dye my hair brown?like christiana milian's hari colour in jessica simpson's public affair video. i love that colour its so nice!

2006-09-09T13:12:00.000+08:00

X_x Girl Confessions x_X

[x] I do wear make up
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I cant help but look
[x] I love pink..
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I love chocolates
[ ] Getting flowers still makes me smile
[ ] I've wrecked a car
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[ ] I'd do anything for a guy
[x] I love cuddling
[ ] Johnny Depp is sexy
[x] Gotten detention
[x] I love to laugh
[ ] I've flashed someone/some people
[ ] I've skinny dipped
[x] I like Rock
[x] I like rap
[x] I like Electronics/techno
[x] I carry a purse everywhere
[x] I carry my cell phone at ALL times
[x] I do own a spice girls CD
[x] I also own a Britney Spears CD
[ ] I play hard to get
[x] Boys are fun to tease
[ ] Football is boring
[ ] I love athletic boys
[x] I love rockers
[ ] Hot guys are better then sweet guys
[x] Sweet guys are better than hot guys
[x] I prefer "sweet hotty" guys.
[ ] I've been called a tease
[x] Lip gloss is WAY better than lipstick
[ ] can't leave the house without makeup
[x] I'm a bitch. Deal with it.
[x] I play video games, even when there are other
people around
[x] My friends are the best, and they're important
to me

2006-09-09T12:53:00.000+08:00

these are supposedly 30 questions that no one
would EVER think to ask. Answer them, with what
comes to mind first, then REPOST the bulletin!

These questions don't fit into the "what comes to
mind first" catagory since some of the questions
ask you to look at something you have, or state a
fact. So just... Answer them... Yeah...

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today,
what was your first thought?
- SHIT I GOT PANDA EYES FRM LAST NITE

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
- not yet and never will

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
- suck

4. Favorite planet?
- earth??wad other planets r dere?

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list
on your mobile?
- jenni.

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
- SEXYBACK.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
- sum random pink top.

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
- eating.

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently
wearing.
- fluffy slippers from watsons hahaha.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
- BRIGHT

11. What do you think about the person who took
this survey before you?
- I LOVE HER-zoe.

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do
you sleep on?
- juz wadever is more comfy.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- watching the most yucky movie last nite.-it was weird

14. What did your last text message you received
say?
- jo telling me to bring last episode of full house...ewww

15. How do you like your eggs?
- like how my mum does it.

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
- OH MY GOD,WHAT THE HELL?,SHUT UP.

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
- stacey+zoe.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
- my slippers.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last
three days?
- dirroeah medicine? i dunno how to spell.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get
developed?
- NONE.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
- secondary one...go work it out

22. Your worst enemy?
- everyone in aussie and sum pple in sg.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
- BOA

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- "I M NOT HANGING THE CLOTHES! I ALWAYS DO IT! SO UNFAIR LOR!".to my dad

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks
or to be able to fly?
- of course money?!

26. What do you want to be doing?
- in singapore hangin with my babes

27. The last song you listened to?
- ju hua tai-jay chou his new album is gudd

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting
shot at, what would you do?
- well if i like em i wud cry and hit the shooter. if i dun like the person i wud wait for them to die then call the ambulance.

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's
in your life right now, who would it be?
- well, there are 3. joliviarina. hahaha they are one now

30. What is the closest item to your foot?
- a box

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
( ) kissed a member of the same sex (on the cheek)
(1) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( ) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(2) been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(3) snuck out of a parent's house
( ) had feelings for someone who didn't have them
back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger (des)
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 3

Level 4
(4) had a crush on an older person(5566 in sec one..so embarrassing!)
(5) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(6) seen someone/something die

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
( ) had/have a crush on one of your FRENSTER
friends
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(7) been on a plane
(8) thrown up from drinking

SO FAR: 8

Level 6
(9) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(10) taken pain killers
( ) love/like someone right now
(11) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes
go by
(12) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
(13) had a tea party
(14) flown a kite
(15) built a sand castle
(16) gone puddle jumping
(17) played dress up

SO FAR: 17

Level 9
(18) jumped into a pile of leaves
(19) gone sledding
(20) cheated while playing a game
(21) been lonely
(22) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 22

Level 10
(23) used a fake/someone else's ID
(24) watched the sun set
(25) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

SO FAR: 25

Level 11
(26) been tickled
(27) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(28) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 28

Level 12
( ) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(29) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 29

Level 13
(30) had/have braces
(31) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(32) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 32

Level 14
(33) hated the way you look
(34) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
( ) questioned your heart
(35) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 35

Level 15
(36) squished barefoot through the mud
(37) been lost
(38) been to the opposite side of the world
( ) swam in the ocean
(39) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 39

Level 16
(40) cried yourself to sleep
(41) played cops and robbers
(42) recently coloured with crayons/colored
pencils/markers
(43) sang karaoke
(44) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 44

Level 17
(45) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(46) made prank phone calls
(47) laughed until some kind of beverage came out
of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 47

Level 18
(48) written a letter to Santa Clause =D
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you
care/cared about
(49) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 49

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full
of people
(50) gone roller skating/ blading
(51) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

SO FAR: 51

Level 20
(52) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(53) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins

SO FAR: 53

Level 21
(54) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice
cube
( ) kissed a fish
(55) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(56) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 56

Level 22
(57) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(58) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(59) stayed up all night

SO FAR: 59

Level 23
(60) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(61) climbed a tree
(62) had/been in a tree house
(63) are scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 63

Level 25
(64) believe in ghosts
( ) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes(in a
lifetime)
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

SO FAR: 63

Re-Post With
I've Done 63 Out Of 125 Crazy Thing

2006-07-11T17:56:00.000+08:00

THE HAIR SURVEY.

[ ] really light brown
[ ] half purple
[ ] half hot pink
[x] black/dark brown
[ ] reddish/auburn
[ ] half blonde
[ ] blonde
[ ] brown
[ ] none of those

Is your hair color...
[ ] natural
[x] dyed it once
[ ] like twice or three times dyed it a few times
[ ] dyed it almost every color
[ ] its been every color!

Your hair is naturally.
[ ] straight
[ ] curly
[x] wavy

You usually...
[x] blow dry it
[x]traighten it
[ ] curl it
[ ] crimp it
[x] put it up
[ ] braid it
[ ] spike it
[x] just brush it
[ ] air dry it

The shampoo you use is...
[ ] lux
[ ] brilliant brunette
[ ] suave
[ ] herbal essences
[ ] head & shoulders
[x] pantene
[ ] johnsons
[ ] dove
[ ] vaseline
[ ] creamsilk
[ ] sunsilk <- very nice!
[ ] soap!!
[ ] some stuff the lady at the salon told you to
use
[ ] TGEL DELVA!
[ ] vs sasoon
[ ] organics
[ ] some nice thing from thailand! hha

You wish your hair was naturally...
[ ] curly
[x]straight
[ ] wavy

When its foggy outside, your hair...
[ ] gets frizzy
[ ] gets curly
[x] gets wavy
[ ] stays the way it is

It takes you ______ to do your hair...
[ ] 5 minutes
[ ]10 minutes
[ ] 30 minutes
[ ] 30-40 minutes
[ ] 1 hour
[x] 1-2 hours (thats to wash, dry, straighten
though)
[ ] not sure
[ ] i dont do my hair

you have dyed your hair...
[ ] half blonde
[ ] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde
[ ] black
[ ] light brown
[ ] red
[x] auburn
[ ] pink
[ ] green
[ ] blue
[ ] blonde
[ ]never dyed it . next ten years maybe with redx)
[ ] None of the above

You have gotten highlights...
[ ]yes
[ ]no
[x] i did but they didnt show up

2006-07-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

CONFESSIONS

[ ] I'm afraid of silence.[sumtyms when i want my parents to shutup,i like it]
[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.[i juz naturally tok alot la]
[x]I am really ticklish.
[x] I'm afraid of the dark. [yes,i m a scaredy cat]
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at
night.
[x] I can't sleep in a room if the door is
open
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is
closed
[x] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I've stayed out all night.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[ ] I dont kill bugs
[x] I curse.
[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real
conversation
[ ] I love Spam....
[ ] I bake well
[x] I have worn pajamas to class.[ASSEMBLY LAST TERM!]
[ ] I have owned something from
Abercrombie.
[ ] I want a better job
[ ] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.[i dunno if i tok to stacey for tat long anot.]
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[x] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills. [with or without water?]
[x] I have a lot of scars.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the
room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm
bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[x] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a menage a trois.
[x]Gone out in public in my pajamas [when i was really really young. and stupid]
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange....
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a
diff. sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of
beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an
elevator.
[ ] made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on
purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[x] Gotten stitches.[on my 2nd last finger]
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one
hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car...
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[ ] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them
back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New
Orleans.
[x] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or
employee.
[ ] been to New York
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Saw someone/something dying.
[x] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ]Continued to care for someone sooo much even
though you know you can't have them
[x]taken a picture just for the sole purpose of
putting it on friendster.
[ ] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes
closed.
[ ] been at a party and instead of giving out your
phone number you give them your friendster name
and say look me up.
[ ] liked someone even though you knew you
shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world.
[ ] Love someone who doesnt realize it
[ ] have your cell phone permanently attached to
your hand/hip
[ ] cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with

2006-06-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

MR.Q
数一数每天你撞见我的次数
赌一睹你的神情中有爱慕
与其辛苦又要耍酷又要埋伏
那麼何不让爱快一点倾巢而出

(一窝蜂都装酷不醒目)
HEY U,Mr.Q 爱你耍Q的指数
电流像瀑布好像重力加速度
你又杀又无辜与生俱来的功夫
加快脚步要加入连署

说你愿意为了我幸福开始吃素
放弃森林好好只照顾一棵树木
我的付出一辈子都不会辜负

所有害怕从此有你拔刀相助
(我爱你的赌注不怕输)
HEY U,Mr.Q 爱你耍Q的指数
电流像瀑布好像重力加速度
你又杀又无辜与生俱来的功夫
加快脚步要加入连署
So Q(hey u,Mr.Q hey u)just because of U
So Q(hey u,Mr.Q hey u)just because of U
(Rap)
I can see in your eyes Baby Give it up and come here for me
Don't be so cool shout out sweetie Make your dreams come true
Your love gonna stop my heartbeat Come kill me with your
hot kiss
Life would be so cute Honey Be my Mr.Q

-evn tho i hate jolin,this song is nice!-

ai de tian guo -

2006-05-06T11:14:00.000+08:00

有誰能夠告訴我
時間的海多深
你和我的心　明明曾經是相愛的
是否你還聽得到
我呼喊你的聲音
為何我有種靠不近你的心情

越來越不能夠相信
生命之中沒有你
好像天國沒有美麗的嫁衣

為什麼在我的眼睛
總有預感將要下雨
就算走在人群裡
也覺得好孤寂
為什麼在你的眼睛
我看不到你的疼惜
難道愛已溶化在時間裡

有誰能夠告訴我
愛的天國多遠
你和我的夢　是否可能會實現

為什麼相愛的原因
隨著你轉身的離去
愛的天國已遙不可及
this song is sooo sad but i love the show!!! i m soo gonna buy it in dec!

losers!

2006-05-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

i m soo angry now you noe!ok i'll tell u why. todae we had city excursion and its at this like careers exibition thing la. so me jo,livie and karina were walking around together. but we were walking in twos la. so i was walking with jo and livie was walking with karina. then jo said "hey amrie, lets swop partners." and i juz shrugg my shoulders but i dint want to cuz i m not really close to karina and it gets REALLY awkward.then livie and jo were walking in front of us la then ryt we have to stop at places where THEY wanna see stuff but when I wanna see stuff they dun even stop!and obviously i MUZ have my way cuz i get really spoilt when it comes to people i dun like.and i juz looked at stuff that i wanted to see with karina cuz she dint wanna see anything.then jo and livie juz walked off without us you noe!I WAS SO BLOODY FUCKIN PISSED!then ryt i turn arnd and they werent dere anymore lor!me and karina spent like an HOUR looking for them cuz i had backaches and jo had her fucking heavy bottle in my bag.and i NEEDED to give it back to her cuz my back was really hurting so badly.then at the end of the excursion,we found them and then i juz shuvved jo's stuff to her and glared at her and livie. then livie was like "aww. amrie dont get angry i m sorry." and she was like patting my head. i was like "HELLO! I M NOT A KID NEMORE!" in my head, but at least she apologised!jo didnt even apologise you noe!after a while then she apologised but i glared at her and ignored her then she and livie were like "awww..amrie." i was like "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" i was SERIOUSLY pissed lor i had to turn away from them or i wud have slapped them probally. but i was soo anygry with jo cuz, in the morning ryt she said to me "hey amrie i'll walk with you in the exhibition centre ok?" and then she come and ditch me! FUCKER! and then on the way back in the bus she keep saying sorry and tugging on my sleeve and i push her away and sweep the dirt from her off my sleeve. which was soo s-wee-tah! hahaha then she said "ok, next tym i promise i will bring my own bag or i'll put it in livie's bag" i was EVEN more angry cuz she still dint understand why i was angry. i was angry bcoz she said she was gonna walk with me but juz ditched me bcoz livie was dere!and in class she ALWAYS sucks up to me cuz she doesnt like her frenz. but the moment she sees livie she juz COMPLETELY leaves me alone! she is SUCH a sucker!

2006-04-24T15:54:00.000+08:00

*sigh* my life is so friggin boring! and soo friggin horrible! sumtyms i juz wanna dissappear from this earth and never come back! THATS how bad it is. Like today, in lessons that i was in the same class as jo, she is so annoying lor!She keeps complaining about her friends to me but she only talks to them and completely doesnt talk to me! this is our seating arrangement...
hannah chrissy sarah jo me
and this means that i m sitting RIGHT on the right!nobody next to me!so thats means that if jo doesnt talk to me no one else can! and i was so tired i was juz randomly swinging around and accidentally rest my head on her hand right,she look at me with this weird look on her face lor!SHE IS A FUCKING PISSER AND A HALF LOR.luckily tommorow no skool so i dun need to go to skool and see those loser's faces.olivia's alrite now,only when shes around me and only me. which oso sucks but...o well.and i have a new motto to help me live on, i always say it in my head when i am depressed. "i don't need nobody*,just need myself" and when i m depressed i just keep repeating that in my head and i dun feel sad or left out anymore.*notice the star sign at nobody,cuz i dun need anyone BUT the punkaz :D they make me feel so happy!*

my life*

2006-04-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

my life*

2006-04-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

2006-04-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

today i finally lost my cool. During chinese lesson today, Jo was talking to Olivia as usual and completely neglecting me as usual *i 've gotten quite used to this* i couldn't take it nemore so i started drawing stars on my chinese book, a pyrimid of stars, it was quite cool. Neway back to the story, then jo and olivia were saying crappy jokes and EXPECTED me to laff with them when i dont even know whats going on. Then they carry on talking. Then olivia started talking to karina who was sitting next to me so jo had no one to talk to. Then jo called me and i ignored her cuz i really hate being used, whenever she has no other choice then she'll talk to me and I HATE THAT!So i simply just ignored her I was soo annoyed!I mean how rude is that?!No one ever treats me with that kinda shit attitude in spore!NEVER!Then she called me again so i stopped drawing my stars and glared at her then i said "WAD!" and she said, "oh..you're tired?" I was pissed!She STILL couldnt tell that i was angry!HOW DUMB CAN A GIRL GET?Then thank the good lord, class ended and it was time to go home so i went out and cuz her locker is near to mine, she kept on blabbing on about dumb stuff we used to do, which i dont think was very meaningful cuz i cant even remember doing those things.Obviously i ignored her again. Then she said "are you angry?" and I ignored her then she said "yea,you are angry." and i wanted to say "WOW!YOU FINALLY REALISED!" but it came out wrong and i said "NO!" and stormed off.hiya why dint i say what was on my mind!DAMNIT!but i shouldnt be angry with her for too long cuz shes sitting rite next to me in class and we ALWAYS have to do projects together.I also can't stand the way EVERY asian here who doesnt speak cantonese wants to learn it to become like the cantonese people!I dont understand!WHY THE BLOODY HELL cant they just be theirselves?!and i m angry with olivia too but i m sitting with her at recess and lunch so i cant be angry with her cuz then i wont have neone else to sit with.IF THEY WANNA USE ME, I M GON USE THEM TOO!muahahah!I dun really care much cuz my dad wants me to move schools cuz this school is very expensive.Then when i tell that to jo she say "huh?dont move!dont leave me and livie behind!dont be like lisa,she left us and made all of us cry!" then i glare at her and say, "does it matter?" then she roll her eyes and say "so you're saying lisa leaving matters but you leaving doesnt matter?" then i say "ya." and she say "are you depressed?" i said to myself "WA LAU!shes so annoying!!" i hate it when people dont mean what they say, they say it just for the sake of saying it which is, in other words, lieing!THEY ARE LIARS!

2006-04-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

skool was as usual as per normal,s u c k y and f u c k i n g boring... yea but wot can i expect?its obviously gonna be boring!becoz stacey,zoe and isa arent here!DUH?!neways i m so pissed today!you noe its like becoz of me that jo and olivia are actually friends?!?and now their like c o m p l e t e l y ignoring me!o my fukin gosh!they are like so les lor!*thx to me-hehe,my evilness-*ok this was how it was, cuz me and jo were pretty close. i m in the same class as her and we tok can tok about shitless nonsense 24/7 [*if we are allowed to*] which is kinda like me and stacey and zoe and isa[*but we dun tok nonsense*]neways as people obviously noe, i a l w a y s hit people,its like a habit now and i cant change it. So on tuesday or was it mondae cant rmb,neway,jo was tokin abt my obsession with chinese drama[*which i dun have!i only watch shows by j-stars occasionally*] and i was pissed so i slapped her and hit her. Then she hit me back and i hit her again and this time i hit harder cuz i was freakin pissed. Then she said to me "thats it! i m not sitting with you anymore!" but she dint shout la. Then she got up and packed her stuff and was about to move to sit next to olivia, then i said "excuse me!YOU HIT ME FIRST OK?!" and she said to olivia "do you hear someone talking?" i s w e a r , i was on the freaking verge of fucking taking my scissors and stabbing her! Then i remembered the times I slapped stacey and she d i n t even argue back! I got into depression mode for 3 d a y s ! and i juz recovered. But i m soo annoyed with the two of them you noe! and today i saw jo hugging olivia! and i was freaked out cuz like they havent known each other long and they are like that already! c o m p l e t e l y e w w ! and in religion todae jo kept saying hurtful stuff to me! She really really doesnt understand me a t a l l! i got a mark lower then her in english and she laughed at me you noe!but becoz i was in depression mode i dint give a shit about what she blabbed about. Then after about four hours she was like "are you alrite?you've got water in your eyes" and i said "no i dont!" cuz i really dint. How can i let people i hate actually get the chance to see me sad and crying! absolutely no way!and then she got bored cuz i was completely lifeless and dead and quiet and she said "wheres olivia?!" i was pissed again. they are such an adulterous pair! completely fuck heads!then she finally realised thati was depressed and asked me if i was so i said no bcoz i cant let her win.Then in religion she quarreled with her friends so she started to talk to me and i said to myself "heck with it juz tok to her!then she wont think you're depressed!" so we blabbed on as usual but now its completely official, i hate jo and olivia!hate them to the core!

2006-04-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

i ma think abt the past again...
i really miss stacey cuz she REALLY understands me and is really like a twin/sis to me not like anyone else here.
i really miss isabel cuz she always makes me happy and evn tho her joke are TOO funny that i laff till my tummy hurts,i never get to feel that here.
i really miss zoe cuz when i wasnt on gud terms with stace and isa,she was dere for me!ALWAYS dere for me. Here people dont give a shit about me.
and of course i miss everyone else in the punkeroonies and of course ONE TRUTH!
my life is so complicated,it used to be simple and fun
but not nemore...

2006-01-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

o my god ! yesterdae,sunda,isa AND zoe were online
before they were online gen was!
i m soo happy get to talk to ALL of them!
and i downloaded cyndi wang's new song 'woosa'
it is SUCH a tribal song!like the hongo bongo kinda songs!
Cyndi is such a funny singer!but i love her!!she rawks!!
after hearing her songs i always very happy one.
except one song she sang in her HONEY album,
it made me have nightmares with RAJ in em!
hahahahah,and in the end i saved the dae
O B V I O U S L Y!
but i was soo scared after that lor!!
creeped me out i never listen to cyndi's honey album ever again!
hahahaha too scared...

2006-01-07T09:40:00.000+08:00

heloo peeps i m still on a holidae as usual...hahaha
i dun even noe when my skool starts but neways..
i m sooo bored you noe rite,my WHOLE holidaes
i spend at home,so unbelievable!i cant believe it!
my 'frenz' are soo boring but i bet they do go out
juz the dun ask me go...but i oso dun wanna go
wif em so i will be soo left out and blah blah blah!
i cant wait to go baq to spore!AHHHHHHHHHH
i hope my mother listens to helen choo and lemme
go baq in march!in tym fer the funfair!then wa!!
so fun man!but my mother dun seem to want to
listen to helen,mayb shes convinced tat helen
only talk nonsense!hahahaha....anyway if dun
go baq in march my mother say maybe june or
dec but i hope not dec lor!tats too far away!
$@@%$@@!$!so">)(*&^%$ so annoying la!

i cant believe the results!

2006-01-07T09:35:00.000+08:00

Ren Fu!Your chracter is simliar to the crazy Ren
Fu!He wishes to own a Fortune Company 1 day!Do
you know that?Support Ren Fu by buying his Wo
Tao Yan Wang Ren Fu!

Your charcter is simliar to which member of 5566?
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2005-11-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

You are a Sweet Angel. You are innocent and happy.
YOu giggle a lot and you are sweet towards
other people. You are also sly...hey! Good
girls are bad girls that get away with it!

What Angel do people see in your eyes?(anime pics!)
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2005-11-22T16:15:00.000+08:00

You might look like this

If you were an Anime Girl what would you look like?
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What kind of evil are you?

2005-11-11T15:47:00.000+08:00

You are good beneath that tough exterior. Some may
be afraid of you but you are just that way with
people. You tend to get into fights but deep
down your got a heart of gold.

What kind of evil are you?(anime pics)
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How do you deal with pain?

2005-11-11T15:11:00.000+08:00

Breaking down-You're not afraid to show you're true
side to others and break down in front of
anyone. You're a very emotional person and you
don't try to hide it? Why are you trying to hde
a part of life? It happens to everyone. We all
have a sensitve side you just choose to show
yours more than others. You like ravens you're
very much alike and you will never hide your
true feelings which at time can be a hassle.

How do you deal with pain?(w/pics guys and girls)
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another quiz!

2005-11-11T15:08:00.000+08:00

You have a heart of gold! But you are way too
generous and warm! Although warmness is a great
quality to have, you have to know when you just
gotta put the blame on another.

Please rate and message me!

How Cold is Your Heart? ^Pretty Pics^ *Many Outcomes*
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good charlotte quiz

2005-11-07T17:01:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE JOEL! Keep represent'n!

Which Good Charlotte guy are you most like or are you not one at all?
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actually joel is quite nice la haha good charlotte rocks:) but i like the veronicas betta
ps got these quizzes from raj's blog http://crazystacey.blogspot.com

another quiz

2005-11-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

You are blessed with the gift of tongues.
You are an extremely friendly person to be around
with, and it's hard to ever hate you. You seem
to make friends with everyone you meet. People
are attreacted to your charm, and can't help
but feel comfortable around you. This also goes
for the animals, who seem to understand your
language as well as you can understand thiers.
Whenever there is a language barrier blocking
your way, you break it down with ease. You know
how to communicate with those who can't speak
your language, and in no time make a quick
friend. Man are you happy-go-lucky!

Everyone has a secret ability. What is yours? (7 answers with pics)
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i can tbelieve this one!

2005-11-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

Regina George

Which Mean Girl are you?
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another quiz pic is so ugly!

2005-11-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

You are the angel of Courage.
You run into things head on, but not blindly. You
never bow down to your enemies, and protect
your friends no matter what. You very fun to
hang around with, and you drag your firends
with you in whatever you do.

What Kind of Angel Do You Represent? (Awesome Pictures!)
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i did a few quizzes:)

2005-11-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

you are supercute! and not the lame sanrio and
pigtails kind of cute. the real honest-to-god
cute! you probably drink loads of ribena, draw
lovehearts on your schoolbooks and have an
appreciation of irony. any cuter and you'd be
me.

how cute are you?
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last dae of term 2!ithink...

2005-06-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

todae was boring as usual but wad can i say my life is boring now tat i m in MELBOURNE....i m so used to being used when pple want to and then when they dun find any use of me they sorta throw me away....but it doesnt really matter anymore i dun really care cuz i noe i m going baq even if i dun i will juz doe or wadever nothing much...anyway guess wad....i made a wallpaper of mixueweiqi!!!i mean a nice one [in my opinion it it nice] anyway it is supposed to be 1048x768 but photobucket dun allow it so it was scaled down....boo hoo anyway want to see it?even if you dun i will still put it hahahhahaa...
to see it right click on it and view image. that is it!!!is it nice?if you like it comment on my tagboard if you dun like it oso comment la!hahahaah:)

2005-05-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

i dun think i m gonna live a long life...
i feel like i m about to die tommorrow
to dae was the worst dae of my worst daes ever
i was at my f u c k i n g locker and den got this
f u c k e r hit her hand on something and keep screaming
so i stare at her i was wondering wad happened
then she shouted:WAD THE F U CK ARE YOU STARIN AT
i swear i almost got up and kicked her
then at the end of skool i was at my locker and iwas taking my stuff
then got this idiot push me and never say sorry
i felt life she did it on purpose
but i dun even noe her!
i m so sad you noe i feel like
i m being used by everyone
when they want to use me they suck up to me
if not they ignore me i hate my life
you noe my class mate ask me if i wanted to join her grp fer science
cuz i had no partner then 2dae she ask someone else to join
then i was out of the grp
i did 2/3 of all the experiments on my own
the last experiment sumone needed to use me again
bcoz they needed one more person

god if you hear me
pls either let me go baq to spore
or let me die in my sleep
thank you..

2005-05-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

ello every 1 amz here as usual,i m so haappy stacey is coming!!!i luv her!!!!<3she is the bestest fren ever!!!!i have 1 wd to all the punkaz:i lurve punkaz!not exactly one word but i count it as one so watcha gonnza do abt it!?!hiya my bro's computer have no windows media player and then i search up fer cyndi wang honey mtv but all muz use the windows player!so irritating i hate it!i really really wanna watch it!!!!hiya too bad fer me....boohoo....

life

2005-05-07T12:56:00.000+08:00

o m goodness i got best of soul[boa]qi fei[sly]and unlimited[FIR]!!!so nice to hear chinese music again!!!!!i love the asian world!!!so fun and amazing as usual my life is horrid i wanna puke from my life!!i hate it as soon as i go baq to spore i will never come baq!!!EVER!!!i miss going to signature sessions and going out after skool....hanging at mcs was so funny we almost populated the whole mcs!!!!and zoe always see her guy frenz at the community centre...hiya i miss those daes no matter how stressful they were at least i was happy!here i m stressed up and not happy so why am i here?!!!!hiya parents juz never understand!!!

jinxed

2005-04-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

it appears that i m jinxed!all the good stuffs happen when i m not dere!todae sylvester went to stnicks lor!while i had a fucked up dae as usual every1 in spore was having a jolly good time!look at myself[thanks to my parents!]i m such a boring chap!completely reverted to being quiet!i sit alone all the time the teachers always asking me if i m all rite they look lyk they think i m gonna commit sucide they re really crazy lor but after all no adult wud understand me!they are all nonsense!hiya my comp gots prob gtg bye!

referals---teeheexxx

2005-04-11T11:58:00.000+08:00

heyaz every1!amrie here as usual life sucks but ward can i do?anyway...i m here to tell any1 hu does not have a neopets account to go make one here is the linkneopets

-uNtitLeD-

2005-04-05T15:56:00.000+08:00

hi everyone hu is reading this now!if you'd like to noe my life sucks TERRIBLY!!!AAAAARRRGGGGGHHHHH well but only 8months to go b4 i cango baq to spore!![i m trying to make myself feel better]and i dun think i wanna go to university i m juz gonna finish studying college here [3 more years]and i'll go baq to spore to study in polytechnic with stacey[i think she said she rather study dere than university or sumthing laddat]or i canjuz not study after tat!it really dun make any difference after all i m juz gonna be as dumb as ever!anyway to pple hu listen to chinese music and lyk F.I.R. go here to listen to their new song 'qian nian zhi lian' it is soo super nice!!!{but i dunno y ic ant link it properly so you see the words in orange WO YAO somthin somthin and type in F.I.R. and then find qian nian zhi lian]aand any1 hu has tot of migrating DUN EVER DO TAT IT MIGHT COST YOUR CHILD'S LIFE!!!
---i belong in spore---

2005-03-13T17:16:00.000+08:00

i cant post anything i dunno wads wrong with this!!argh i wanna post a long post but got problemz hiyaz

[crazy abt inuyasha]

2005-02-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

iunyasha rocks and i m gonna buy that dvd!!!i hafta!!!!!!!

hey every truthie of sec one

2005-01-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

hello every1 i really miss you i wud rather be in st nicks studying then to be here with nothing to do till the damn skool starts at lyke 25jan!so ultra late and the bloody uniform is so freaking ugly lor!and pple will be staring at me lyke i m an ailen or sonething which sucks a whole lot!but no worries i'll wreak havoc there and most importantly i'll do something to the uniform cuz someones gotta do it!why not me?[haha]i juz wish dere'll be a sunda to bully and a isabel to be in cahoots with me on bullying sunda and a nice chap lyke french and the whole lot of other punkerOOnies juz tat they are australians and they are living here.and i lurve the greenday song the one tat the lyrics are all abt being lonely.it is a nice song..very nice!anyway i hope i'll get teachers that are not that fierce and easy to bully and i wanna be as popular as i used to be when i was in one truth and as funny..but i m scared...i dun wanna return to the goody-good shoes i used to be till i was in sec1!i wanna be recognized i wanna be THE popular kid i was in 1 truth i wanna be1 of the naughtiest bunch actually the 2nd naughtiest in the whole class!i cant believe that my clique and i scared the hell out of pavri till she quit!now THATS the real amrie i want everyone to noe not wad i used to be!i wanna sing black eyed peas songs with every member of my clique that i'll be in juz lyk the good old days...

i wish i was in st nicksNOW!

2004-12-31T08:12:00.000+08:00

heya peeps i m really missin the punkeroonies and st nicks! the skool i can probally close my eyes and still get around the skool...hiya i really wana go back.go back to the beggining of the year.when all the fun begun.i really miss the sec one camp it was so fun i me and stacey made our cheer inspired by the skool of rawk.and i acted lyk i was dead all the time and we keep fighting with isabel.and i had juz one spooon of rice then i threw away the rest of my food and the plate was totally full and it was piled with food haha i m so wasteful but it isnt my fault that the food sucked!and me and stacey keep doing the "how dare you![clapp*2]"then i always make up jokes abt isabel that time and she also make fun of us.and when ever small fry change our places isabel always manage to "cheat" and always move to sit behind sunda.and she always succed but when i try then cannot so unlucky....
by the way to all the punkerOOnies out dere:do you want the punkeroonies blog to be in black or white?please tag your reply in my tagboard thankz buize....

life totally sucks!

2004-12-25T07:42:00.000+08:00

ok i really hate my life now!it sucks lyke shit!and i hate every1 except my brother and my frenz here re the details...1.my parents-they forced me to cme to this blooody place.
2.my sister-shes been really irritating lately so i've choosn to ignore her.you noe i had to fight with my mother to get the computer to blog and she was so angry i threw tantrums and then isaid I DUN WANNA USE ALREADY LA!so my mum went to use then when she was done she said hey amrie you can go and use already then i was playing with my sista then my sista juz stand up and go and use the computer!NOW HOWE B**cHY is that?!
3.my parents friends[allofthem]-they re always saying 'o melissa you look so nice' then they juz go on and on abt it and no one says anything abt me they juz pretend i m not dere laddat! i m not jealous la i mean why wud i wanna be jealous of such an amimal lyke my sista?and anyway if i were jealous it wud be of BoA and cyndi wang.AND I SERIOUSLY HATE HATE HATE hate hate hate having dinners with pple bcoz of this thats why i always sms sunda or isabel during dinners.bet you didnt realise that!harhar!

And i think deres no more other peeps i hate besides teachers but deres no reason for that i juz hate them the way they are!

2004-12-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

harlo everyone juz wanna say everything stinks i hate my life now!y muz i migrate!?WHYYYYY anyway i'll rmb the happy moments and most of them start with spore idol so i muz say..............

i luv spore idol!

it really is the greatest show ever!thats the most memorable thing besides the teachers[yupp ijuz lurve bullyin em especially pavri and she dun wanna teach anymore bcoz of the horrible moments she had with us hahahahahahahaahahhahaha]and my friends and of course one truth

amrie here!

2004-12-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

harloz i lost one kg wonderful huh i m fifty now so i betta stop eating...hahahahahahahaahahahaaahahah and if you yes YOU re sunda i wanna ask ya how you put the sylvester picture in your xue tian shi blog pls tell me in my tagboard thankz!i expect the punkaz to be receiving mail[letters]to all of you all i send to sunda's house then sunda will give to you all!WONT YOU SUNDA????!!!!!!!......mua hahahahahahahhahahaahahahaahhaha anyway i gots ta go bye!

missing 1truth2004always!

2004-12-13T07:38:00.000+08:00

to everyone from one truth hu is readind this i miss you!!!!!!!!haha so mushy ANYWAYS...to isabel:even thongh i m gone life shuld not b easy for sunda To sunda:for petes sake stop being so serious! To french:i miss you already To boooz:the bottle of starz and the friendship band rawks thankz bunches and bunches.MissYa! To gen:keep smiling and rawkin with the punkaz! To vienna:rest asssured i WILL remember you. To zoe:you re a nice chap so stay that way... To jiaai:thankz for being dere when i had a little tiff with stacey and isabel! TO THE REST OF ONE TRUTH:RAWK ON PEEPS[and remember to remember me]

My Crap Diary

2004-10-06T10:38:00.000+08:00

hahhahaaazzz!! to think i luv my life now??!!! i mean it is the exam period but i actually like it!!i m so silly :P!! anyways i luv yasterdae! i went to the library with zoe ape and sarah and sarah treated me to brownies and ice-cream!!it was heavenly!!!TASTED SO GD!the brownie was hot and the ice-cream was cold---a perfect match!!!anyways i need to go buiazzzz!!

feelin fine!! :)

2004-09-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

heyz everyone! i feel good!!! but i m so fat 164cm but almost 51kg so fat!!!i gots to lost at least 5kg...saddening....but i muz i mean i WILL lose 5kg nomatter wad!!! hmph stewpid fats it is time you left me alome!!!!!!i wish i were as skinny as cyndi wang oh ya by the way did i mention that CYNDI WANG RAWKSSSS!!!!!!!!i love BoA she is pretty skinny has a good voice definately smart no pimples has dimples and is not as dark as me..................honestly! wad more can a girl want??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!she is PERFECT!!!!!!!juz look at her....anyway most important thing is..........ZOE RAWKS!!!!.......JIAAI RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!!!they are really ultra nice you should meet them and you'll noe.of course anges and whole of 1 truth rawks too but i talk to zoe and jiaai the most..c i gots a big mouth....

prankster is here...

2004-09-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

helloz!!i hate the exam period!sooo stressfull!and i m so lonely and miserable and worn out!i wish i could juz die!wads the point of livin when you are not happy anywayes?and i noe tt those pple have something planned not that it is abad thing but i juz dun like that feeling off...hiya forget it!anyway whie muz the year start so well and end like this????????WWWWHHHHIIIEEE?????????WWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?????????
am i that horrible that no one wants to fren me??????AM I?????????????I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!whie do things have to end this way??it could have been the best of best yet now it is the worst of the worst!!!!!!!!it is all because of HHEEERRRRR!!!she ruined everything!!!if i die in a plane crash i'll come to haunt her!!!!MUA HAHAHAHAHA[juz jokin]

er..i got THIS??

2004-09-17T18:08:00.000+08:00

childish...everyone loves a childish girl!

What type of anime girl are you?
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sad..........

2004-09-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

heyz...i m so depressed..life sux..theres nothing for me to look forward to when wake up each day it is the same bloody routine!!i hate it!why can't fate juz let me enjoy my last year in spore?!!! why?!!!!WHYYYY???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noe i noe i m a bloody b***h but i have nothing left so i dun even give a damm!!! call me all you want i noe myself tt many pple hate me and dun wanna fren me.....at least i think so and i can name one Is..... lost fer wds...

i LuRvE PuNkAz!!!

last friday nite!

ai de tian guo *-*

losers!

my life*

my life*

i cant believe the results!

What kind of evil are you?

How do you deal with pain?

another quiz!

good charlotte quiz

another quiz

i can tbelieve this one!

another quiz pic is so ugly!

i did a few quizzes:)

last dae of term 2!ithink...

life

jinxed

referals---teeheexxx

-uNtitLeD-

[crazy abt inuyasha]

hey every truthie of sec one

i wish i was in st nicksNOW!

life totally sucks!

amrie here!

missing 1truth2004always!

My Crap Diary

feelin fine!! :)

prankster is here...

er..i got THIS??

sad..........

ai de tian guo -